Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.

I'm in a surprisingly good mood! So like, today. It was a day. A day like every single other day. I'm doing better with dealing with.. people. I feel like you should know who I'm talking about.
I made Erin a corny little Valentine's day card. I personally feel like... it was cute ;D. Since everyone in the world has already seen it in all its cornyness, I'll just type it here.

Your eyes sparkle and GRACE the world,
You are the most AMAZING girl.
I'm go glad you're my Valentine
For the year 2009.

Lmfao. I feel like you can DEFINITELY tell that it's supposed to sound stupid but like... I also feel like a lot of people were like wtf is she smoking? Haha. Speaking of! Notice how I'm on the computer blogging rather than at Christian's house blazed as shit with him and Bear and Carlos. I'd LOVE to be. But my feet are in so much pain and I'm tired and I look like shit and it's just noooot worth it. Plus, I need cranberry juice. Fuck my life.
Though, my crush definitely never faded. But this crush on a certain other boy... kinda did. I should have known that it was really stupid, but whatever. I'll get over it eventually. Stupid stupid stupid.

My friendship with Kyle itself sort of fizzed out. Apparently, he's oblivious? Or something like that. I don't really know. Plus, the fact that I'm currently on my period adds to the situation. I have that problem I'm still trying to get rid of where, I think I'm sure about my feelings for someone, but once I tell them, it all changes. And I don't know how to back out of it. I can't be like rawr I have a crush on you... then the next day, sorry, I decided I don't really like you. I mean, even if it was like that... which it usually is... I don't know how I'd do that.

On the otherhand, I feel like my best friends love life is gonna start getting even better. Since I'm like, the all-knowing ninja in this situation too, it's amazing. I'm texting her at the moment cause I'm cool like that... but yeah. I also had a really long conversation with Devon today about Dylan and Lauren and us and life. It was pretty epic. I love sitting by her in algebra. And Lexi. We make an amazing supaaa team... of really loud, obnoxious, bubble headed bitchcakes. Yes, I did just refer to ourselves as bubble headed bitchcakes. It's probably because I need to eat. I guess I ate a grand total of one and a half cookies today at lunch, because I felt fat and I was in pain and I didn't want to get in line to buy actual food.

But, one last thing.
I ran the mile today. :] which is why I'm in pain... freakin blisters that are consuming my life right now. 'Think of nice weather, Emilie.' I might as well just yell at the closest person I can find.
+ Robyn Singer is a bitch and I fucking want her to die and burn in hell. The end!
(But don't worry, cops. I'm not planning on killing her. This is how I vent. Am I threatening her? Shut the FUCK up.)
But, back to the subject...
yeah... the mile... yeah. I did it.

THE END!

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