dear blogger!
I have not been at school for two days now--this being the second day.
and, I'd like to make one thing clear.
Toby da Fruit... is amazing,
and I love him!
and I've never cried over someone so much in my life, ahaha.
even Alex!
(not like he'll believe that.)
he probably knows me better than I do myself.
which is... pretty good and pretty bad.
but he can see through the Emilie that people like to think they know,
to the Emilie that only he's bothered to understand.
well.. not even understand. cause he doesn't understand her.
but he knows her, and loves her to pieces.
as does she!
and I'll kill a bitch for him. more like over him.
I know all his friends hate me. I think itsh silly.
I've fucked him over so many times, and he's hit me with some pretty low blows too.
So this is my public apology.
Toby de groot.
you're my everything,
and I could never lose you, no matter what.
I'm so incredibly sorry for everything that's happened between us... the bad.
but so incredibly glad for what's happened between us.... everything else.
I know that's not gonna fix anything, but we will.
you're my angel boy kaaay? like that one night, when you just sobbed.
and you're the only person in the world I'd get a puke bucket for when you drank too much,
even though I knew I was completely twisted and incapable of even taking care of my own thoughts.
I did it for you,
and I'd do it again.
thank yyooou for being my thimble :3
you're amazing.
and you're a creep so I know you're gonna read this, but I don't know when.
so I'm going to put it on your wall.
anyways. here's the rest of this post.
eighth day of the new year, but hoooly shit. It feels like it's been forever for some reason.
I'm cleaning my room right now.
well.... that's a lie, no I'm not.
but I was, and I will be again when this is finished.
which is gonna be in, like, three seconds.
give or take.
I have not been at school for two days now--this being the second day.
and, I'd like to make one thing clear.
Toby da Fruit... is amazing,
and I love him!
and I've never cried over someone so much in my life, ahaha.
even Alex!
(not like he'll believe that.)
he probably knows me better than I do myself.
which is... pretty good and pretty bad.
but he can see through the Emilie that people like to think they know,
to the Emilie that only he's bothered to understand.
well.. not even understand. cause he doesn't understand her.
but he knows her, and loves her to pieces.
as does she!
and I'll kill a bitch for him. more like over him.
I know all his friends hate me. I think itsh silly.
I've fucked him over so many times, and he's hit me with some pretty low blows too.
So this is my public apology.
Toby de groot.
you're my everything,
and I could never lose you, no matter what.
I'm so incredibly sorry for everything that's happened between us... the bad.
but so incredibly glad for what's happened between us.... everything else.
I know that's not gonna fix anything, but we will.
you're my angel boy kaaay? like that one night, when you just sobbed.
and you're the only person in the world I'd get a puke bucket for when you drank too much,
even though I knew I was completely twisted and incapable of even taking care of my own thoughts.
I did it for you,
and I'd do it again.
thank yyooou for being my thimble :3
you're amazing.
and you're a creep so I know you're gonna read this, but I don't know when.
so I'm going to put it on your wall.
anyways. here's the rest of this post.
eighth day of the new year, but hoooly shit. It feels like it's been forever for some reason.
I'm cleaning my room right now.
well.... that's a lie, no I'm not.
but I was, and I will be again when this is finished.
which is gonna be in, like, three seconds.
give or take.
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