killed my composure, it'll never come back.

I like life a looot better without facebook.

hey, blogger. my tummy hurts. well, my ovaries. that's a different story. so far, I've succeeded in treating my hair better. I've straightened it, like, two or three times since '10 started! how crazy.
Toby turned 18 years old todayyyy :) it's so weird saying that. man.. and next year I'd be saying 'Toby turned 19 years old today!" when I'm.. used to him not being an adult.
"go buy a pack of cigarettes!...think of all those times... you wanted a cigarette.."

so yuh. the weeks have been going by so fast this school year. but, I find myself not wanting to wait for summer to start. I miss summer. I had a pretty spectacular summer, even though I don't think I would have admitted it back then. I had a wooonderful boyfriend, and wonderful friends, and a wonderful Vietnam, and wonder experiences. like rec centering and sitting in my room smoking and meeting up with Tori at 6am, loitering, watching an acid movie and sleeping til 3am. cigarettes and sex and weed. man, I miss the people I chilled with. south county sucks balls. what I'd give to be home everyday, sleeping til everyone got out of school. I'd like to get kicked out again just so I could go to bryant or something. but I want lake braddock back.

so I'm going back. :3
yaaaa.

so.. dasssthat. I'm probably gonna go poke some smot or something like that purrty soon. I just got home, and I felt like... doing something blog related, and stating that life without facebook... is a life worth living, kind sir.

need to clean room.
^ some kinda to do list.

plus! I want to upload recent photos. new bloggggg.