Wednesday, October 14, 2009

We're not underground by accident, there's only a select few that can handle this freek shit


What's my price and will you pay it
if it's alright?
Take it from my dignity and waste it til it's dead.
Throw me back into the gutter cause it's alright.
Find another pleasure fucker, drag 'em down to hell.

Cast out, buried in a hole.
Struck down, forcing me to fall.
Destroyed, giving up the fight.
Well I know I'm not alright.

When you were mine, you know we had it all in front of us, you were the one, I was in love. But you always hurt the one you lost, I couldn't get enough. You were everything that's bad for me, make no apologies. I'm crushed, black and blue. But you know, I'd do it all again for you.


I must tell you that I am rather happy with life right now. Things have been settled down for a while, I suppose, though at the same time I'm still the same all over the place nigger. It's all good for me. So I'm just going to tell everyone I love, that I love them. get ready, bitches.

dear Kayleigh;
you are my sunshiiinnneeee my only sunshiiineeeee you make me happyyyy when skies are graaayyyy.

I felt like you should be the first person I dedicated this to, since you're like, the one person I'll always go back to when shit gets fucked up. you're the only person who would buy me a gay little strawberry lollipop from Disney World even when we were fighting a very intense fight, and you were accompanied by the biggest cunt in the world, in my opinion. you make me lawl, when you geek out with me & you make me cry when you spit your loogies into ice cream & play with condoms & throw them into the bottom of my stairwell outside. I'll always have fun with you because no matter how easy it can be to get mad at you, it's so much easier to go back and say KAYLEIGH I'M SORRY I'M SUCH A CUNT & have you go '...it's okay I guess I was being a cunt too.' you're my best friend. well with a vagina. I couldn't live without you. you changed my life, even though you used to be scared of my little gothic lookin 12 year old ass ;) I love you, baby.

Lauren Ashley Pantycakes Mashaal;
You're still the Pantycakes I remember. & you're actually Pantycakes in my phone, as opposed to Lauren <33>Actually that's it. The world already knows how I feel about Hayden, and Toby already knows how I feel about Toby, and Dan already knows how I feel about Dan, and everyone else that is important to me at this very moment in time knows exactly how much I love them & would probably recall anything that's happened between us if I posted it in a blog, but I find that currently unnecessary. So I just won't do that. but I'll blog for future reference.

so today were the psat's. I dislike. Kevin had to shake me & wake me up before part 3 started, and then I felt really stupid because I didn't realize that I passed out in, like, three seconds. so I took caffeine in sixth period.. shhhh. I'm sure the little kid in the back of the class who's scared of me noticed, but at the same time I'm sure he's too scared of me to say anything about it. since he's the same boy who said something about too many caffeine pills in school and I got in his face going 'DON'T TALK TO ME ABOUT CAFFEINE YOU DON'T KNOW SHIT' & then he like almost cried I swear. I don't feel bad. Well yeah I do. But the people I'm close to at soco can mock me. Not that kid. >.>

then I learned that I should not listen to Daniel Burns when he thinks he knows where he's going. but then again, I totally thought I did too. -.- I love my life.
I'm so happy with my life.
Everything's so perfect. There's no way anything could get me down right now. So go ahead and keep calling me on private saying 'You're a cumdumpster' because you're just so fucking cool, I love it. Just one more thing I love about my life. your prank calls. keep them coming douchers :)

I love love. I don't know what love is but the only thing I'm sure of is that my life, is wonderful.

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