I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand.

I've been here so long, I think that it's time to move.
The winter's so cold, summer's over too soon.
Let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow.
I've got some friends, some that I hardly know.
We've had some times we'd trade for the world.
We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go.

we live on front porches and swing life away,
we get by just fine here on minimum wage.
if love is a labor, I'll slave til the end.
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand.
swing life away. swing life away. swing life away.
swing. life. away.



I love life.
I hate life.

everything about it is so exciting, until the disappointment arrives.

why do I see his face, even when my eyes are open? why has everything been blacked out of my memory until just now. it's just not fair.

this has already been the best school year of my life.
no one intimidates me. only memories. only when I can't control myself long enough to remember what happened while it was happening. long enough to not even realize my life would never, ever be the same.

you took it back, how could you go and do something like that?
my fingernail phase, the worst has got the best of you, I ask you and I know I need to change.
you took it back, you ripped my heart out of me, then you put it back.
I'm pulling my hair, I let you just a million times, I love you even though it isn't fair.

so about how wonderful life is... now that that's out of the way.
I hate the cold.
I love the cold.
I have a love/hate relationship... with the cold. it works when it's sunny jacket weather, or it's pouring rain and I can dance it it. I hate the cold unless I have someone to cuddle with. I love the colors of autumn. I hate the nakedness. I love Halloween. I hate November first. I love the hype. I hate the disappointment.

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