happy Thanksgiving to all those in the world - not just Americans - that choose to acknowlege that we're alive, and therefore, we all have at least one amazing thing to be thankful for.
so, let me bore you, while you could be preparing a huge meal, or waiting for it to be prepared, or just hanging out with the crew.
right this very second, I'm thankful for everything.
I'm thankful for blank cd's and the music that created my wonderful mood. I'm thankful for my mother and my father for having spermies & eggies to make this existance recognized as Emilie. I'm thankful for my brother and his beautiful and wonderful fiancee for sharing the thanks and setting the spirit, since my grandmother isn't around anymore and my dad could give a shit and a half less. I'm thankful for a man I can idolize in every aspect. I'm thankful for the friends I've had, all the previous yesterdays, today and all the upcoming tomorrows. I'm thankful for the way they've shaped me into the person I'm still developing into, someone I can be proud of, someone to make someone else proud. I'm thankful for Trajan getting me kicked out of Lake Braddock, so I had an opportunity to spend time at a new secondary school and meet people who live just five minutes away from me, that I would have never known existed... like Daniel and the rest of the fantastic four. I'm thankful for my boyfriend, the boy who continues to make me smile day after day, and doesn't stop letting me know that I'm special to him like he's special to me. I'm thankful for Bryan and Mary, for reminding me what true love really is, no matter what they think; I know exactly what's between them and it makes me want to tear up every single time I think about it. I'm thankful for Alex Gregory Ha, the only boy I could ever change for, and have ever changed for. I'm thankful that he finally talked to me, after a year of wanting to know him, but never having a single thing to say to him. I'm thankful for everything he's given me, everything he's taught me, and every day of those five months making us stronger together and by ourselves once those five silent months were over. I'm thankful for Nick Stone, for showing me what I'm really worth and that I'll never settle for less than I deserve again. I'm thankful for Kayleigh. I'm thankful for all the fun and fights we've had together, because I could never go through any of it with any other person and love them even more through all of it. I'm thankful for pot, and all the wonderful things it does. I'm thankful for Hayden, and I'm thankful that he's going to be the one getting everything when I die; that's the only thing on my will, and the only thing about him on my old old suicide note -- "Hayden gets everything." I'm thankful for Julia and Natalie, and how those two girls make me laugh like no one else can and make me think like everything makes sense. I'm thankful for cigarettes. I'm thankful for warm clothes. I'm thankful for sunny days, and I'm thankful for our galaxy. I'm thankful for space. I'm thankful for depth. I'm thankful for all the gifts I was given when I was born, and even before, when I was just a thought. I'm thankful for learning everything I've learned in the past fifteen and a half years. I'm thankful for food. I'm thankful for sleep. I'm thankful that my suicide attempt didn't work out; not only because I'm alive right now, but because a couple weeks after it was over, I realized just how thankful I am that it didn't work out. I'm thankful for being a minor, I'm thankful for not having a job yet. I'm thankful for Prozac and all the wonders it has worked on me for over a year now. I'm thankful for my (former) therapist. I'm thankful for the true Buddha. I'm thankful for book stores. I'm thankful for long nails. I'm thankful for my eyes, and the fact that they're not only gorgeous, but I have perfect vision. I'm thankful that I'm not deaf or blind. I'm thankful for confidence. I'm thankful for my sister, Paula, and what I remember of her. I'm thankful this is my last year of gym. I'm thankful for being flexible, and comfortability. I'm thankful for the bridge. I'm thankful for my best friend Greg. I'm thankful for so much.
:)
sharing the thanks.
Good day, and happy Thanksgiving, again.
so, let me bore you, while you could be preparing a huge meal, or waiting for it to be prepared, or just hanging out with the crew.
right this very second, I'm thankful for everything.
I'm thankful for blank cd's and the music that created my wonderful mood. I'm thankful for my mother and my father for having spermies & eggies to make this existance recognized as Emilie. I'm thankful for my brother and his beautiful and wonderful fiancee for sharing the thanks and setting the spirit, since my grandmother isn't around anymore and my dad could give a shit and a half less. I'm thankful for a man I can idolize in every aspect. I'm thankful for the friends I've had, all the previous yesterdays, today and all the upcoming tomorrows. I'm thankful for the way they've shaped me into the person I'm still developing into, someone I can be proud of, someone to make someone else proud. I'm thankful for Trajan getting me kicked out of Lake Braddock, so I had an opportunity to spend time at a new secondary school and meet people who live just five minutes away from me, that I would have never known existed... like Daniel and the rest of the fantastic four. I'm thankful for my boyfriend, the boy who continues to make me smile day after day, and doesn't stop letting me know that I'm special to him like he's special to me. I'm thankful for Bryan and Mary, for reminding me what true love really is, no matter what they think; I know exactly what's between them and it makes me want to tear up every single time I think about it. I'm thankful for Alex Gregory Ha, the only boy I could ever change for, and have ever changed for. I'm thankful that he finally talked to me, after a year of wanting to know him, but never having a single thing to say to him. I'm thankful for everything he's given me, everything he's taught me, and every day of those five months making us stronger together and by ourselves once those five silent months were over. I'm thankful for Nick Stone, for showing me what I'm really worth and that I'll never settle for less than I deserve again. I'm thankful for Kayleigh. I'm thankful for all the fun and fights we've had together, because I could never go through any of it with any other person and love them even more through all of it. I'm thankful for pot, and all the wonderful things it does. I'm thankful for Hayden, and I'm thankful that he's going to be the one getting everything when I die; that's the only thing on my will, and the only thing about him on my old old suicide note -- "Hayden gets everything." I'm thankful for Julia and Natalie, and how those two girls make me laugh like no one else can and make me think like everything makes sense. I'm thankful for cigarettes. I'm thankful for warm clothes. I'm thankful for sunny days, and I'm thankful for our galaxy. I'm thankful for space. I'm thankful for depth. I'm thankful for all the gifts I was given when I was born, and even before, when I was just a thought. I'm thankful for learning everything I've learned in the past fifteen and a half years. I'm thankful for food. I'm thankful for sleep. I'm thankful that my suicide attempt didn't work out; not only because I'm alive right now, but because a couple weeks after it was over, I realized just how thankful I am that it didn't work out. I'm thankful for being a minor, I'm thankful for not having a job yet. I'm thankful for Prozac and all the wonders it has worked on me for over a year now. I'm thankful for my (former) therapist. I'm thankful for the true Buddha. I'm thankful for book stores. I'm thankful for long nails. I'm thankful for my eyes, and the fact that they're not only gorgeous, but I have perfect vision. I'm thankful that I'm not deaf or blind. I'm thankful for confidence. I'm thankful for my sister, Paula, and what I remember of her. I'm thankful this is my last year of gym. I'm thankful for being flexible, and comfortability. I'm thankful for the bridge. I'm thankful for my best friend Greg. I'm thankful for so much.
:)
sharing the thanks.
Good day, and happy Thanksgiving, again.
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