You think you're something special.

would ya look at that?!



I like sad songs. sad acoustic songs. I don't know why. I like songs that kind of make me want to cry for some reason. even the happiest of songs.
I'm a pretty nostalgic person. if you've been following these, you know that, from the beginning. Who knew I was still waiting for that phone call? I did.
I want my hair to grow way more than anyone should want their hair to grow. I just want it to be long. I want to dye it again and make people jealous and be as pretty as I was last year at one point. it comes and goes.
Last night, my acne was gone. so I washed my face. it came back. how fucked up is that?
I have a hickey. my mom was like, what's that under your chin!? and I told her I had a bear for a boyfriend. how cute? so cute. a monkeybear, to be exact. My monkeybear. all mine. Sunday is valentines day, and it's my mission to find a million koala bears and rape him with them. cause as long as he's my monkeybear, I gotta be his koala. RIGHT?! right. thanks for agreeing.
I have to stretch my ears. well, don't have to. but will.
Alex & Liz's wedding is in less than eight months... more than seven months? time is going by so freaking fast, it's incredible.
my wedding is in... a lot longer than that! I'll tell ya that.
I have no more weed. trying to decide whether or not I'm happy with that. well no. I am incredibly saddened and angered and everywhere in between that by it. we're going to get snowed in, AGAIN. no school yesterday, today or tomorrow. I'm anticipating not having a spring break, and I am in incredibly miffed. PISSED.
but that's not it. point is, snowed in, no drugs. something's REALLY wrong with that.
(also. no boyfriend. like really, I can't have my boyfriend, and I can't have drugs. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO, LAUNDRY?!)
yeah. laundry. about that. I have nooo clean clothes.
I'm listening to this song that MC showed me, when we were friends. Man, I fucking hate her. I hate nick. I hate him to pieces. I have to talk to helen about that whole thaaang.
everybody says time heals everything.
I have a cold.. it's not fun. :( what am I gonna do with my life, until Sunday. double date with Daniel, Greg & his girlfriend.
love